Break Up Advice Critically Needed?

I was in a long-distance relationship for a year and a half. The guy... the guy wasn't the most... how should I say this... he wasn't the best but he wasn't the worst. He did some really nice things and he did some really shitty things. We had an open relationship because of the distance, but he still lied about stuff--his feelings for other people, his desires, having certain people's phone numbers. Anyway, finally, six days after my last trip out there, I had a terrible seizure (I have them) and he called twice to make sure I was alright, which is nice but that night he got together with this girl that he SWORE up and down he wanted nothing to do with. And then, when he told me the next day, I asked him how he felt about her he said, "She's kinda dumb and dopey" and when I asked if he was attracted to her he said "She's not not hot and not hot. She's married so she's not getting in my pants. I guess I'd **** her if I was really drunk." I think you'll see why that would be disturbing but it all just seemed so gross to me. And then, when I told him we needed to talk, he never called back. And then when I did call and he answered he brushed me off when I told him I was thinking of breaking up with him: he said "If that's what you want." After that he was nicer. He talked a bit. But not really. He just said things like "I wish you would trust how I feel about you" and when I asked if he could make plans to talk with me the next day (he was in the middle of having people over) he was non-committal--he said something like "If I'm not busy." Anyway, I felt pretty burnt about the whole thing (and this was not our first argument like this... more like our tenth...). I called him back and broke up with him. But NOW (two months later) I miss him all the time. And I hate it. I honestly believe he treated me badly and that I did the right thing but I can't get over it. I CAN NOT get over it. I want to call him all the time and I replay things over and over again in my head. Somebody out there PLEASE give me some advice or help or something PLEASE... I need to get over this and I am doing a piss poor job of it. I need some golden nugget that will inspire me to move on. I hope you can help.Break Up Advice Critically Needed?
You know you did the right thing but you keep second guessing yourself and want someone to wave their magic wand and make time pass quickly so that you can wake up of a morning and not hurt anymore, or think about it, don't you?



Alas, like all of us, you too must walk the passage of time.

Remeber every day that passes, is another day closer, to a better future with a better man.